Sunday, January 20, 2008


I'm so freakin dulan @ Jill. Waited for him four hours and yet he still hasn't show up. Am I over reacting or what? 10pm what time? 2 minutes past 1! ..What was I doing the whole time? Watching Astro while fixing my retarded blog. :P

While browsing for new blog templates, I came across this software called GIMP. A software similar to PS where you can download PS Brushes from Deviant site and use it. And it's free for life =D But I'm a noob in using PhotoShop. So I experiment it one by one...After an hour I gave up. .

My tummy wasn't feeling well due to I continued the drama on Astro. Suddenly I realized I still havent search on the cake recipe which I planned to 'try baking' Haha! ...Finally, I settled down on...

Tiramisu..Crystal had difficulty baking it. I doubt that I can do better. I'm a terrible baker. The easiest thang I made before was chocolate chip cookies and orange muffin. Should I settle on this or take an alternative? I don't think I am able to get Mascarpone Cheese nor Ladies Finger here in Ipoh *faints*

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Like VS Love

Never leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE
because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE.

The one you LIKE will give you goosebumps
the one you LOVE will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you LIKE cries, you feel sorry for them
but when the one you LOVE cries, you cry for them.

True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True LOVE Never Ends



Omg I've forgotten all the HTML codes -.- Somebody help me. I personally don't fancy grey color. But this is my first try. be patient ya =P Hoho!

- Post punyer title hilang again

- Wanna make border larger.. too much code eyes also blur

One more hour going for breakfast. Kill me please

U're so gone and I'm haunted..and I bet you're just fine

I know I've been such an idiotic nuisance lately. Been very emo-ed and all. Throwing tantrums virtually and I shouldn't blame it on PMS. So I'm still awake at 5am in the morning updating my blog and spamming in LYN on Ipoh's Gathering -.- Trying to upload some photos here..So I shall start with what pressies I got for X'mas last year :P Haha. Followed by the reason why I was up in Genting last week..

This piggy can be unfold into a pillow :P

Mr Snowie

Salon's Beauty Parlor sleeping :P

Woke up and preparing to sew...

All the laces and hems..

Will be sewed into these :-

Btw I dont know why the pics above can be aligned in the middle but the below ones comes in pairs? Duh..something is wrong the blogger or is it me or the screamyx?

I mentioned before in my previous post who these people are..One of the performers in Genting..they looked better in real life than on posters -.-" I mentioned one looking like Wu Chun..he wasn't in the pic cause he left and he was so bloody stuck up -.- Oh I hope you notice their attires :P I wonder who designed for them. My bro did their hair for them.

I'm not sure was it the rain which drew the crowd of was it for these kids or the older generation singers =/

Lastly..Shining Sisters -.- I bet most of you guys don't know who they are ba haha..the head accessory :P Both sister are regulars @ my brother's salon.

OMG this post is so ugly the photos all went crooked..even my eyes :P

Friday, January 18, 2008

Back to my Homie Town

I'll be gone for a week or so. I hope I'd get good news on Monday. *prays hard* It's a pity I couldn't attend the dog event at BU Park this Sunday. Suki..sorry I have to ffk you. Till then..adios

Have you had your lunch yet?

Don't make someone your PRIORITY when you are
only their OPTION
Yes I am so quitting Lowyat.Net. It's nothing but a waste of time chatting in Kopitiam (Only this thread :P I find other threads very informative especially pets and gaming section). But nah..not for the time being. I'd love to concentrate on my work and do something fruitful. Everyone came asking me why why why? Kepoh! Partly it's because of someone. (I admit I desperately need love, someone taking care of me, can't leave without a boyfriend or friends type of gal) I'd die of loneliness! Depressed. Plus, I'd be away. I am so moving on. Read my topic and you'd know. Great.
What excites me is that I'm gonna get my ass back to Ipoh today. Hell yeah I can stuff myself with good food finally. It's not that Tong's mother's cooking suck, mind you, I LOVEEEEE her cooking (especially soup) just that time doesn't permit me to go home for dinner. *giggles* Oh btw I heard there's gonna be another beach party coming soon.for CNY eh? *sighs* I'd only go if I get my 2-years-ago's-weight. :P I wonder who's coming back this year? Pretty looking forward to it =) Oh I'm gonna go have my shower. Leong is not answering my msg in messenger. Gone for DIY I guess. MUHAHAHAHAHA!
P/S : Sharon, I copyright-ed your FS shoutout. Don't mind eh? haha


Edison straightened it for me =)

Temporarily straightened..My hair is still so short after so long *sob*

tee hee hee..Straightened or curled better?

The owner of this cap is getting his hair cut so I curi-ed and took pics with it :P

Inside mah dreaming

@ Genting having lunch upon arrival

@ Foon Hei Dei "Food & Tea"

Big Time Camwhoring...

Gemuknyerr...DS-ing @ Salon..

Thursday, January 17, 2008


Every song I hear reminds me of you. Everything I see relates to you. Wish I could just turn back time and we've nvr met. It won't be long, soon I hope that I'd forget everything concerning you. Live life happy :) Cheers

Forgeting Myself in no time

Wanna know what in men turns me off big time?

- talkin out loud in public places like nobody's business

- no self concious or at least groom yourself properly la. okay an e.g do you think it'd look yeng having a nose hair sticking out of ur nostril? wtf

- swearing is man but not at other ppl's mama.

Or if you want to please do not do it in places like Starbucks. So irritating. Dah lah I tunggu dua jam to get connected. Temper plus the hot weather makes the heat in me naik :P Haha!

I felt so emo. Still do. 29th Jan. That's the date. I mean I love Malaysia, love Ipoh. Miss my babies and friends. But I just can't stay in KL no more. Everyone asked me to reconsider but no. Everyday I am living in hell. It's time to move on.

Enough of those where to go for tonight's farewell? Stop asking me to think Alan. I've had enough of thinking. Why is everyone asking me to suggest of what to eat? How the hell I know PJ areas?

Wednesday, January 16, 2008


Oh My Lord I'm so sleepy here...the connection truly sux. Play game don't listen to songs la bugger. Curi all the bandwidth. Bongok. I had a weird dream this morning, before waking up at 8.30am. Jill together with MayDay (Yes, as in Wu Yue Tian) came to my house in a Honda Jazz asking me to go Sam Poh Tong with them. *sweats* Of course I was excited not wanting to wake up. Tho I don't really fancy MayDay. Haha! Sometimes I wish I could just stay inside my dream (happy ones of course) and not waking up having to face the complications of life. The struggling, will I have to fight against, games I had to play with, and the people I met. Somehow, I wish I've never met some of them and life could've been much more simple.
Ahh..the connection really sux here. I got disconnected for more than 10 times. I've been waiting very patiently to blog (Refreshing this page for 100th times) and now...bummer. The AVP (Aliens vs Predator) movie I went today, not so nice compared to the first one. This sequel just kill, kill, kill and kill. Alien eating humans and innocent babies. Pregnant women having babyliens bursting out of their tummy. Predalien sucking out of human's head. The end? Predalien vs Predator. Never ending fight. And Predator's weapon was left on Earth. What's next? Human vs Predator? I hope not.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Happy Birthday Babe

Few days didn't online. Went for a trip up to Genting Highland for soem hair show (my brother helping Shining Sisters and "Yang Guang Mei Shao Nan" set hair for their singing performance..Mind you one of the guy looked like Fei Lun Hai's Wu Chun!!). I didn't get to play at the theme park cause it was raining but we camwhore quite alot of crazy pics. And waited for 400 turns to reach my check in number. First time go First World stay mar, I tak tau what. So loitered at Starbucks while waiting for time to pass. Boy, the wind was so cold that my teeth were trembling and I was just wearing shorts and an Esprit top. Brrrrr...wth Shall upload the crazy pics later. It was Michelle's Birthday on 12th January. I hope it's not too late to wish her still.

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to Mit Jiao

Happy Birthday to you =)

Hmm I was thinking of making a tattoo on my feet. The first image which came into my mind...a green lizard :P Everyone object to the idea =( I think Nicole Richie's anklet tattoo is nice. But I don't like the idea of having a cross attached to it. I was thinking to "redesign" it into a letter A with angel wings on both side?

This looked kinda girlish and feminine =P Don't really fancy flowers

Too much -.-

Here's the one..

Another side of view (looked better)

But after months of research I found a better looking one :-

How? how? how?

I prefer this much more. *yippie*

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Drained =(

I'm so wet wtf. Been sitting at Starbucks for two freakin hours to connect to the net, just to check some particulars, while watching HK Drama, finally, connected. But alas, lightning strikes and thunder roared so loudly wtf. Rained began to fall so heavily and the wind was so strong, that i was all soaked wet even sitting under a covered roof. Darn. Quickly, I had to packed everything...laptop bag, charger, my cup of coffee and my bag wtf I was all wet by the time I finished. Where the heck is my cousin? *shrugs*
Yesterday, I went for National Treasure 2 for the second time. This time I find this movie fascinating. How things can connect to one another and Ben's very good in puzzle! Hohoho. I couldn't really concentrate when watching the first time *giggles*. I was able to notice more detail stuff the 2nd time I watched. Life's so boring. I wanted to watch AVP tho some said it was a flop..alien eating humans and creatures fighting in the dark *moans*
I'm starting to miss Stoney. *giggles* He's such a cutie pie and he has this innocent look. According to Dax nobody likes playing with him. Everyone got scared of Stoney when they go for a visit. But I loved him so so much. He was fed with Alpo wtf -.- And he drinks from the praying avatar.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Random Pics

Yesterday went to SS15 to have lunch with my cousin. So hard to get parking there. Plus it's raining. So we went to this Teow Chew Fishball Shop to eat.

Celery Mee..not bad for those who can tahan the celery smell. Some ppl i know doesn't like it. Can't finish the mee anyway.



Look at the wirings...DS Charger..HP Charger...Laptop Charger X 2..

X'mas Pics =P Bald forehead KAKAKA

MY babies!! Miss em so much!

Tong Sui which I craved for @ QueensPark Cheras (Jalan Peel) Yummy yum

My NDSL =)

I Got Raped!!!!

I'm now over at Dax's place. The first thing he opened the door, his Cocker Spaniel, Stoney ran out and wanted to hump me. Talking about dominance..haha he's a pretty tough guy

Managed to take his macho photo..Btw he's still a virgin.

Putting his nose all over me..smellng here and there especially my private part -.-

Macho leh =)My phone de camera quality damn char =(

Here's a pic of him humping me..I kena for like more than 10 times..Haha! Once he see me walking around he'll follow me. His Daddy threatened to tie him up, then only he stopped and sit down quietly at one corner. =) Cute!

Monday, January 07, 2008

Something to Ponder Over..

I hate myself for caring everything of yours.i like the thing you love. i ignore everything which you dislike. i am sad for your down..i am even fed up when i don get a single reply from you? am i just worth a price of pen in yr heart?? what if you really just treat me as a friend..but i cant even feel i am a friend for you.. duhh!!!go away from my life..seriously..i am telling myself everything will be end once you step out from my is is really soon..
i know i will regret for writing this..and i might delete it later but who cares..i just.....FED UP..fed up on every single thing i am doing..fed up of myself for liking you so know..SPELL ME THE WORD..FUCKING FED UP..

by Peik Shean darling...your post described my feelings today. Depressed. I never request for anything..NEVER. Go fucking find other gals who are way off better for you. Yeah, materialistic types alot out there. wtf. I guess they'd do you good. I'm so freakin fuckin angry today. I've gone cuckoo. wtf. Goin nuts just cause someone treated me like a junk. Damn. Hell yeah I felt like one. Someone calm me down..I'm gonna get high blood pressure.

Rainy Day =)

Love the weather. Makes me wants to nua someone. Swt. Did not notice that the visitor counter doesn't match the new template. Haha. Don't know how to change to 3rd party template tho. It always have this XHTML error. wtf.
The other day I was surfing one Malaysian babe's blog, and the way she blog, i find it cute. Cute in a way that she keep mentioning wtf wtf wtf. LOL I wanted to type it in my blog but some of my friend's parents view my blog. I've been recognized as one of the Rude Clan member. Haha.
This pc sux. It was so slow. Can't even connect to msn and yahoo messenger simultaneously. Either one will be disconnected -.- I bloody love the icons there. Doesn't even work after the IP was changed. Loser.
Can't wait for tonight. Can't wait for Wed or Sat and Sunday.

-the end-

Friday, January 04, 2008

Tagging out of Boredom

Game rules and regulations

Original Version: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag to 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tag. Whoever did the tag will have blessing from all. You must link to the one who tag you, then spread it to 8 people, let’s the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.

Edited Version: You need not remove or add any personal question…It’s not mandatory to tag 8 people (the number is up to your preferences). Other than that, u may use your own style of tagging the next people…no need tag also can lah!

1. What is your dream during your childhood?
I remembered filling in the word 'lawyer' and 'doctor' under the ambition column in my report card when I was a child. Haha!! Why? I know nothing bout these shits. I just thought that oh my parents encouraged me to, so I just follow.

2. You like rainy day or sunny day? Why?
Lurved the rain loads. Tho it irritates me when my shoes get wet. Rainy day makes me feel lazy, manja manja so that I can cuddle up with him to sleep or just to watch DVD or do something. Sunny day makes my eyes looked like they don't exist =P

3. Which colour you like most?
Currently I like milky blue...reminds me of something

5. Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why?
Back to my home, my own bedroom, with my babies cuddling up to sleep. Or maybe I wanna go eat sushi. Darn long never eat edi *sweats*

6. Which part of you that you hate most?
My legs (height) I'm so short

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
I'd cry. I'm too emo. One thing I don't really like bout myself. Ppl see thru me easily. I cry even during watching anime/cartoons.

8. What do you scare to loss the most?
My loved ones. Or the weird feeling when I die, have you ever imagined what it'd be like?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just keep secret in heart, observing by yourself?
flirt flirt first, then see what he's like, if situation permits, CONFESS lah. Scared what??

10. List out 3 good points of the one who tag you.
Nobody tagged me. I took it from one bloggie..forgotten which haha

11. If you are forced to let go something, what would it be?
I'd like to send away 5kg of my own fat..wait no..5kg i'd have flat boobs..okla 5 will do..=P

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
Wasting time with my ex for 5 freaking years and I thought he was the one. HAHA!

13. Which type of person you hate most?
Loads..bitches, guys who bitch around bout others, peeps who curse other ppl's mama (have u no respect?), etc etc

14. What is your ambition?
Own a pet shop of my own.

15. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
What is this Q?

16. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To have 5 million dollars =)

17. Christmas is coming, who would you like to celebrate with?
It's over and I don't wanna remember

18. What do you think that is most important in your life?

19. At what age do you wish to marry?
28? I'm so old now *sweats*

20. What is a blog means to you?
A virtual space where I can scream my lungs out without anyone interfering.

I just do this out of boredom, so anyone interested just do it. *shrugs*

Craving for Tong Sui




to eat

QueensPark's tong sui (Stalls operation at night pposite Carefour in Cheras) *slurps* The Pork Noodle is very nice too. *Sigh* Hungry hungry. I wanan go on diet!! Yet, yesterday night I shoved one medium sized bowl of rice down my throat, pork balls, soy sauce with sliced pork, ginger steamed chicken, fish, and some vege. Guilty, guilty and guilty.

Oh, btw did you know they have MNG and Esprit concept store there? Can et good bargain sometimes...the time I went they have 40% discount. Time to shower. Tsk this laptop's bluetooth is not working. Can't transfer photos from my phone. *sobs*

Random Pics

While waiting for Heroes to load, found some photos from my Friendster, haha I looked way fatter now. *shrugs*

This photo taken @ Black Canyon, Ipoh Kinta City by a stalker, who sent the pic to me anonmously -.- nah, he's actually a friend who doesnt dare to come and dar jiu fu with me..

Germaine when she first came to ya baby

I love this pic. She looked neat.

My hair @@ and my bro

Kelvin & I, ROFLMAO. FYI, I couldn't fit into this top anymore. Too FATTTTTTTTTT!!!

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Hiding my pain, with a smile

i know, i'm a very sensitive gal. u may think i'm those open minded type of
gal on the outer side, i can be crazy, but i can be as quiet when something's
troubling me. i travel deep into my own world wondering, day dreaming,
etc...this morning i felt as if i was a loser, why did i fall for such a
'thing'? damn, now i know what to do. gimme fate guys, hope i can do it. *sigh*

All of these does not matter to me anymore.

Thursday Blues

I felt so emo today. am feelin emo now still. the inside of me is gonna explode anytime soon. filled up with mixed feeling which I couldn't bring it out with words. maybe I should try meditation. go back to my NDSL. or just indulge myself in sleep, never to wake up. never having to face with choices in my life. with the homosapiens I love. but my babies. come to think of it, it's been two weeks since I see em. I missed em so much. I miss having them beside me when I sleep. cuddling em. seeing both of them perform tricks just to get a taste of the treat that they knew I'd reward them. wagging their tails when seeing me. they knew how to mke my day. with a lil love and care for the lil two monkeys, and what I get in return is two best companion for life. I love u both so muchie. why can't just human do the same I wonder?
There's too much guessing and question marks inside me which I am longing to find out. why can't things just be a lil bit simpler? too much whys. like a story I read from Chicken Soup Series, why hide when you can't love? Why love when you hurt? Simply, means, don't love someone when u can't even reveal yourself. and do not love when u intend to hurt that someone. to cut the story short, this weird man who doesn't reveal much of himself, wanna try dating this gal. but his character just changes weirdly until the girl doesn't know what is on his mind. what can she do? The ending? Get yourself that book and read it - Love and Relationship Series.
Pardon me for being so emo today. Don't know what has got into me. Happy New Year peeps. Happy 2008 to myself