Saturday, October 30, 2010

Deliberately stamped in my mind

I was thinkin'..what's the date today?

30th October 2010.

Will be a day to be remembered.


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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

everythin'

a simply sentence motivates. and most importantly made my day and brought warmth to my <3. *hugs*

i'm havin' flu *yayyy* sounds chee-sin but me likey. however havin fluid flowin' outta my nose all the time irritates me :P imma so hungry now. can I have loads and loads of my fav chuka wakame and hotate please?




Ohh!! I learned a new word today.

I was askin a colleague what was he eatin' and he said 'nasi lemak tetek'

.............

I was like wtf is that? Is that what you call those 'triangle shaped nasi lemak?' (I usually call it 3 kok yeng nasi lemak) lmao. funny right? wtf me.

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Thursday, October 21, 2010

Crossroads..

They say, "if someone isn't meant to be with you, let em' go. if it's meant to be, they'll come back to you." I've never believe nor think that this quote make any sense. When you are capable of lettin' go it means you've prolly moved on. So by the time that person comes back, it means nothin' anymore. You don't appreciate what you have previously and when you realized you should and turns back, it might've been too late isn't it? Or you turned back cause you have nobody anymore? Call em' selfish call em' stupid. Mistakes are meant to be made to make room for colors in life.Take it or leave it. Things will never be the same anymore. No matter what you say or do. It's a matter of time and patience.

Nuff said. Imma sleep cuz my hand's in pain. Played squash today and ended up I couldn't even squeeze a bottle of contact lens solution properly =( can't wash mah hair even. Imma show a funny pictar of Germaine and Cookie ...





Looks funny I couldn't stop smiling xD.


Monday, October 18, 2010

Kiss Kiss

# Venue : Paigeh's House #

Cookie's first encounter with Germaine after completing third jab *ngek ngek* Germaine just did her grooming at DoGroom. *smells her fur* Mmmmmmm..."heong heong"






















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Saturday, October 16, 2010

game over

it's finally ended. relieved mad mad. *phew*


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Friday, October 15, 2010

Move on bah..

Do not judge a book by it's cover.

I totally agree with this. At times in life, you unexpectedly meet some people whom you think are just hi-bye friends and that they won't be playin much role in your life. Turns out when you secretly found out the lil' things they did behind, made my day. =)

Humans do take things for granted. But when you realize that you're on that path of route, but don't do anything, there's no use admitin' or sayin' sorry. Time to move on mate. Just don't regret. You can't have everything in life.

When you don't love a person, don't drag on with people's feeling. Tell him/her. Nobody liked to be dangled around. Geez. Girls need assurance and not craps.









Love my own DIY temp curl hair <3

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Monday, October 11, 2010

there's always a better tomorrow

there's so much that i wanted so much to tell you...but i chose not to. everyone says this is wrong...this is not how i am supposed to be treated as..not suppose to believe in the things you've said...but i chose to believe in your words. and that i am insanely crayzee to let myself suffer...but i ignored and pretended that i am okay. i sanely and clearly knew one day that we will part our ways. i wish you'd tell me so i'd do my part. sometimes i'd rather you tell me the truth than hearin or seein it happenin by myself. is this what it's supposed to be? is this what i'm supposed to feel? idk. i hate all these emo posts. off to bed. nights for nao.

<3


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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Just a dream <3

i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you. i love you. I love you. I love you.
i love you. I love you. I love you.

I loved you for who you are. I loved your imperfections - it's doesn't matter what people say. I love the way you hold me. I love the way you kiss me. And I just love every single thing bout you. Your text messages never fail to make my day. I wish you'd send me moar. Small efforts from you, has made me loved you even moar.

I love you <3




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Friday, October 08, 2010

It is...

"..just so easy to sense how serious and sincere someone is. Somehow humans just like to hallucinate, lyin' to themselves that what they've seen isn't true. Lettin' themselves walk into the bush of torns.."


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Wednesday, October 06, 2010

And I....

"won't get jealous when I see someone I used to love goin out with someone else because my mum told me to give my toys to the less fortunate"




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Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Lalala <3

Everyone's askin why and what happened and who. Sien sia. Please stfu and stop busy bodyin on other people's personal affair. If you've heard another story from someone else or that particular person himself, up to you to judge. =)

Btw I love my new shirt <3





And my cupcakes <3





They're from wondermilk. Purposely bought it for Paigeh to try. After yesterdays yumcha session, i'm starting to be interested in scuba diving. Can I can I? Lolz I can't even swim wtf. Need to go for some lessons first.



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Mr. Nice Guy my ass

Weird things happened one after another. An anonymous messaged me moment ago in my facebook inbox ::

"hey what's up? sounded so emo. shoulda be happy to get rid of someone like him. playin the fool flirting ard with gals. hu knows he has std? ...(bla bla bla and i'd like to skip this shitty part) do u noe what's dat? anyway guys like him are useless. tryin to be mr. nice guy and be nice to each and every gal he meets. never satisfied with what he has. this sorta humans will never un the word enough. never will appear in their own dictionary. he will know who's being nice to him and who's not. a momma's boy will forever be momma's boy - always depending on parents" and on and on.

heck know who this person was. idk. I don't give a damn. I've done everythin I could. i'd always respect people's decision. even if it's just a tactic to get rid of me. but what this anonymous said was partly right. but anyway I'm just too ignorant to care bout all these nao. if he's not meant to be just let go. if he comes back, like that will happen, I'd be a vegetarian and quit yumcha for the rest of my life. Geez.












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Monday, October 04, 2010

Hurt

Finally it's over. It broke my heart. Was a hard decision to make. Guess it was just as easy as kacang puteh to him. No more waitin for his texts when I need someone to talk to. No more dependence. No nothing. We weren't meant to be so we'd have to let go....
There are things that is unexplainable. But I could feel it. You can't force someone to do things they don't like. I totally respect that and he's better off with someone else xD

Cheerio~


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Saturday, October 02, 2010

No matter what

It doesn't matter how happy and talkative you are, at the end of the day you will end up being alone.

It doesn't matter how good you are in lying, duping accounts in facebook and msn to fuck people's life, at the end of the day you will still end up alone, sobbing to yourself thinking back on the things you've done.

It doesn't matter how flirtatious your are, nobody's gonna be there forever to flirt with you and eventually you will have to find someone else to start with again.

It doesn't matter how good you are in treating your other partner, at the end of the day you will still be a lone ranger when you realized that the thing you've done for him isn't from your heart.


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