Thursday, December 31, 2009

What's da BIG deal?

No inspiration to blog lately.

X'mas passed. New year's next. Why is everyone so excited bout it?-.- I missed the chance to go Singapore with Aaron (and to meet her gf hahahaha!) wtf I wanna gooooo *cries* just don't feel like stayin here in KL =( Jam everywhere. Imma stay home with bottles of hoegaarden. Myself and Germaine :P I wish he'd ask me out *dreams*

Was at Brussels yester night. Melissa and I. We were there for less than half hour (cant believe it myself) lol after minutes of ranting and complaining we decided to head to Island Cafe. She wanted Kampai. Met up with spongebob aka Aaron and got my specs back *grins*

What's the big deal of today being the last day of the year and tomorrow being the first day of the decade? Like you'll get wiser, healthier or richer? Crap. Phone running out of batt. Chiao :P


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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

-.-

You ask me how my day was as if it is the same everyday
I say that I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think I will be okay?
It is really hard to live in this world
That is why I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me I wonder?

I think about you and you might know this.

What should I do?

-.-

Imma shut all the communication channels down.

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Location:Jalan 9/149d,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Ridiculous am I?


I just wished the last person I spoke to before I fall asleep is you.
How I wish that your SMS would be the first thing I see when I'm awake.
I dreamed of you.
I wish you'd care.


Sometimes I just wished I'd never speak to you as your harsh words crushed me deep down. Yet, I'd to stand tough and pretended everything's okay in fear that you'll feel annoyed.

Why do I care so much for you?

This may not mean anythin at all to you. I know.

I'd never hoped for more than just your love.

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Location:Jalan Raja Musa Mahadi,Ipoh,Malaysia

-.-

Yup. Im back to Ipoh and I'm not gonna go back anymore.

Kiddin. The stomach pain is killin me =( depressed depressed. Don't ask why. I went karaoke @ K Box and unbelievably sang only 3 songs. Only! Kay's "hei thip gai", and two other FIR ones. Drowned myself with Heineken and was totally zoned out.





Looked so fat in this top. Geez. I'm growing fatter =( where's mah thinspiration gone? Everyone's gonna hate me for being fat. Gosh I'm so the emo.





Pressie from mah cuzzy. Belated. Haven't met her for a while. Missed the time when we used to hang out together.

Lately, I've not been able to concentrate. Don't know why. Things just doesn't always happen like how we want it to be. Live with it I guess. Nobody's gonna give a damn fcuk when you're dead.


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Location:Jalan Teh Lean Swee,Ipoh,Malaysia

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry X'mas

@Sunway Pyramid








@Midvalley




Din manage to hang out at other malls this year =( anyways have a blessed Christmas.


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Location:Jalan 6/116b,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Monday, December 21, 2009

=)


When I laugh u might think I'm happy. But i'm crying inside.



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Location:Persiaran Semarak Api,Cyberjaya,Malaysia

Sunday, December 13, 2009

So happy I could die

Everyone's been asking what's this all about. Do I sound chirpy? No. Maybe ignoring me will make me happy. Somethings wrong.




Today i iz emo. Don't ask why. I'm beyond words. Hope things will get better in coming days, weeks, months and years. Greedy pot I am. Just want to be happy without worries. I'm about to say farewell to my nightlife, abnormal sleeping hours and hi to new colleagues, boss and system. I should be happy that I get to off on x'mas and new year. No. The excitement isn't there. I used to work on PHs and nearly getting my CNY AL rejected. I don't give a shit at all.

Where are my formal clothes? My Key Ng's working bag and my working heels? No where to be found. Frustrated.

Now, I'm feeling better cuz I'm not 'happy' now. Can't control everyone. Take it or leave it. It's 5:30am. Nights.

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Monday, December 07, 2009

Ipoh Trip v2

# Foh San Dim Sum, Ipoh #

*grins*

I'm in heaven =)








Can't say that they have the best 'char siew pao' and egg tart but it tasted wayyyyy better than KL ones. =) Especially the egg tart...heavenlicious *slurps*

Where we headin next?

Next post =)


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Sunday, December 06, 2009

Ipoh Trip v1

I'm back =) this time for my school mate, Irene'a wedding. Happy for her. Geez. I felt old. Haha it's been 10 years.





Beauuuuutiful rainbow we saw =) just opposite jusco.





Sampat cousin enjoying dark chic peppermint ice blended @ Coffee Bean on a rainy day. Two more days will be her birthday but unable to celebrate =(


























Birthday present from someone dear to me. Hehe. Though it's a belated one but I'm happy =)

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