Hiding my pain, with a smile

i know, i'm a very sensitive gal. u may think i'm those open minded type of
gal on the outer side, i can be crazy, but i can be as quiet when something's
troubling me. i travel deep into my own world wondering, day dreaming,
etc...this morning i felt as if i was a loser, why did i fall for such a
'thing'? damn, now i know what to do. gimme fate guys, hope i can do it. *sigh*
moodless

All of these does not matter to me anymore.