i love him more than anythin, but my insecurities have made me have to convince myself that he loves me. i am always questionin it. even when he says it, he doesn't say it enough. then you wonder, well what if my insecurities are right. what if he really doesn't love me. so you get even more insecure. but maybe the insecurities are caused because i have always been 100% he has always been 50.
i kept my ignorance so i could pretend everythin was perfect and
there wasn't anythin wrong.